12.15.2009

one semester of classes left. i can't really believe it. all i have known for the past 20 years is school. i know i still have a year left of rotations but they are more like work experience than school. it's crazy how close i am to the real world!
i was really looking forward to break, but it seems like i have been on an emotional downward spiral for the last few days. maybe i can break out of the funk since i will have so much free time to do things i really enjoy and not stress about anything. just have to try to stick to the diet so that i don't gain any weight back. that would just really enhance my depressed feelings. it would probably be a good idea to try to watch some uplifting movies for a change instead of all of these intense, dark dramas i have been watching lately.
anyway, bed time.